*sigh*

[tygati]

Most days it's not a problem that depression and bipolar syndrome run on both sides of my family. Significant quantities of chocolate and/or sugar do wonders for boosting one's disposition. But then along comes the wonderful female hormonal imbalance known as PMS and life just flat out sucks. No good reason, it just does.

Toss that atop my general insecurities and current life stresses and today has not been a good day. Can't read, can't write, can't do fsking anything. I had to re-write the beginning to Grey Dragon because it sucked, and at the moment I hate the entire thing and am half tempted to just scrap it completely and give up, but I think I'm just being pissy and I want Maderr to come home and tell me it doesn't suck and that won't happen for another hour and I f*cking hate crying because I am not normally a wussy girly girl and this sucks.

Dear body

I hate you. No love.

Me.

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